Singing

Have you ever had that feeling like you just wanted to burst into song?  Not goofy like, but so filled with joy that you wanted to either sing or cry because the feeling was so intense?  That’s how I’ve been feeling the last day or 2.  This song keeps going through my head and in my mind I have a voice like a … well … I don’t know because in real life I can’t carry a tune in a bucket!  But in my head I always sing real pretty, and in tune. 

I saw a funny LOLcats this weekend …

more cat pictures

I had to laugh out loud!  Now that we’ve established that men have hormones just as bad as they’ve said women do, I don’t think they will ever again have the right to accuse women of being “PMS-y.”  Sometimes women just get mad.  Sometimes they just get mad at men.  It has nothing to do with hormones, and often a lot to do with men. 

I had a weird dream this weekend, that I ran into a girl I was good friends with from 6th –8th grades, before we both moved away.  We kept in touch by phone and by letter, but I lost touch with her around … 1985 or so.  Whenever I have a dream like that, about someone I haven’t thought of in a long time, I wonder if a thought of me popped into their head too.  Isn’t that silly?  Do you do that too?  I’ve tried looking her up online but I don’t know if she’s in a different town now, or if she’s married and changed her name … not a clue.  So, where ever you are Tina, I hope you are well, and happy, and I’d like you to know I think of you every now and then, and that I’m sorry we lost touch.  I tried calling but there was no answer, and I never tried after that.  I’m sorry. 

Anyway, about that joy thing … I’m not an emotional person, as you know.  That’s not to say I don’t have emotions or that I don’t feel them, I just don’t show them very well.  And this isn’t really an emotion to me, it’s more like a state of being – aside from either alive or dead, that is!  It fills me.  That’s all, it just fills me.  It doesn’t change things – you know, life still happens – but the joy stills my heart and gives me peace, and rest.  Oh, it’s hard to explain.  I just want it to last.  It’s been so long!  It’s like being in a really long dark tunnel and as you get near the end, the light starts getting brighter and brighter until you burst out into it and are surrounded by it.  And the song that’s been playing in my head?  I got that for you right here:    Happy Monday!